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So it Begins

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Alright it has been a very long time since I have wrote one of these so bare with me.

    Ok so fist mater of business I am starting a new project for me. I am going to title the series Biter and Sweet. This is going to be fan art based. Each fan piece will have two images to match the type. All subjects will be 'friendships' the good moments are the Sweet while the betrayals are of course the Bitter.
    
    Not sure where this is going to go but looking at my recent post I realized nothing has been outside of gaia online for a while.

    Speaking of gaia I am sure if you watch me you see that I do a lot of mine and others avis. While some are friends some are actually freebies. That being said I don't really talk to anyone (except E.T.) on here. So just to let any lurkers know, I love chatting and art trades and hearing the stories behind your characters or other things. Come at me with a request or just chat me up.

    Alright now to explain my sudden disappearance. I have been in and out of the emergency room for allergic reactions. One of which I almost died had I arrived 5 minutes later. I only just recently got a panel because I had one doctor refuse to do the test. My panel came back clear so I still have no clue what is effecting me. The first doctor actually told me he thought it was stress but who knows. So sometimes my art may reflect these moments of fear and depression, but don't except it too much out of me.

    Well I guess thats all for now~
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Well I felt the need to update this so here is the general about me right now:

So next week is going to be crazy! I am going to my first ever convention: Anime St. Louis <3 Me and my small group of friends are going all out Battle Royale style! Going on Friday and Saturday if any of you guys might also happen to be their.

Also, I have rejoined Gaia and might be starting another art trade forum but the last one burned me so that's a big maybe. But I need practice with my markers. Speaking of which, if I owe you art please tell me. I am very forgetful so if you don't tell me I wonder off to something else...
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Wow I feel really bad. Though I do comment and try to talk to you all (mainly those of you I have on facebook)I have seriously disappeared. Only two more weeks of classes, and yes I should be finishing up homework but my mind is unstable at best right now so here is what is with me. To those of you who do not know me well you are about to find out about me because I need a place that most people who know my in real life will not bother me about these things I write.

Starting with work. My god the fights. I have been spending a lot of my time just trying to keep the peace up there. Now to add to that my boss is trying to cut back my hours and I am one of the few works who can keep my manager from going off the deep end. Though we have a promise of a cupcake run soon which is putting us both in a wonderful mood. We also have a secret Santa at work, which I either get gypped on who I get or who gets me each year. I thought it would be me getting screwed this year but nope the person I got asked for the stupidest thing ever. A shake weight. Now I'm not thin so I felt like a complete dumb shit buying this thing so he had better like it..or die.

Now on to school. I know you guys are going to just love when I post pictures of my figure drawing class. Sadly this class has effected my drawing style in a non normal way, not to mention what I find attractive about people now. I love drawing beards, mustaches, and thick eyebrows now. Not to mention the fun I had fusing the human with the skeletons. But this is where the fun ends this semester. My other class is thankfully my last math class I have to take. Its just too bad no one ever gave the teacher the memo that teaching in Klingon is a sure way to fail the entire class...Then there is my online classes. Apparently my teachers need to take computer classes on how to organized they're shit. I have missed so many assignments because of this. One of them is actually part of my student teaching class, so it really is like having two classes in one. Now to get a little personal to explain not only the title but why I had to get this out of my system.

Straight to so personal that I don't care anymore. I have a hormone disorder of some sort that I need checked out. Due to this problem I am pretty sure it is near impossible that I will ever had kids. It hurts a little to think of that but I just shower love on my puppy dog and three nephews now. My mom and sister in law are hell bent that I will have a baby girl but the thought is kinda sad now with my possibilities draining away with each passing day. I have also found myself getting really attached to the kids I student teach with. I don;t get to go but every Friday and next week is my last. I feel as if I am losing them. I thought it would only matter to me but when I told them that many of them hugged me and asked me to stay. When I said my class was over but I would bring them a surprise next week, meaning I was getting cookies, one of them asked if the surprise could be me staying forever. It seemed that today these kids were hell bent on making me cry. At the end of the day one little girl told me she has two daddies..you can imagine where my mind jumped first. But then she went on to tell me how she gets to be with her daddy this weekend and her mommy the next. I guess I come from an area that we are taught that you don;t talk about your problems because then you admit they exist so all that was said to me today was a bit of a shock. More so was what the next little boy said to me.Now keep in mind this is a third grade class.

This kid looked at me with a completely blank face, stared me in the eyes and said, "My mom died a month ago."

Now I had know about this but from what the teacher told me when he came back he was acting normal and when asked if he was ok he would just shrug it off. I was so caught off guard I did not know who to respond to him. I still feel bad for freezing up on him. I told the teacher about if after the school day was over. She was shocked. He apparently had not said anything this entire month to her. I felt like I failed him even more at that.

I am sure that it is one thing to see that question and answer it but an entire different thing all together when confronted with that statement in real life. I guess I just have to keep on living and hope for the best. I want to help people with they're problems that is why I am going to school for art therapy. I know already that I can not solve the worlds problems, but in the future I at least want to be able to help kids like him.
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School year is going to be a bit busy with my education classes but I will try to continue to post on here.

Also does anyone know how to do the tiny pics for these????



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~ If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing the list with 17 other people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone. I will check that you have done this or not


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Ello again

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So I lost my phone, got dropped from my summer classes,I kill every computer I touch, the water pipe busted again, the house got sprayed by a skunk, and the raccoon took off with the cat food...life sucks right now.


On that note I am kind posting this in hopes that a few of my old gaia pals from blind date avi art will come back to the forum to try to revive it T_T sad attempt but I finally got my account back and no one is left practically and art freebies looks like it is going to the dumps.
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